What Happened To Me?
Its been a while. A long while. This pandemic was nuts. Everything shut down to give us much time in the worst place possible. Our heads. Minds are such a funny thing. They create and manipulate, analyze and design. The worst is when they don't match your heart. The heart says one thing while our minds listen to every ONE else. Like the elephant in the room...I want to fall in love again, I want to be loved, I want to give love, but who will I hurt in the process? Will I hurt my kids? Will I not be honoring his legacy? Will I hurt this new love by honoring a past? What about me? Am I being selfish? When is it really time to close the book of your past and start writing a new one? I don't mean a chapter; I mean a whole new book in the series of life? At what lengths am I willing to go to grow into the woman that God wants me to be? Why does it have to be so painful? I guess t...